Long time no see guys!
Everyone were so busy while I was "spirited away"! Do you really have this much time or am I just a lazy bitch? Anyway, I realized I had better leave this drawing business. I am not half as good I want to be. Of course, there will be submissions on my "musings", but I think I should finally give up (ambitions of my and Vira Mors' manga, and pictures of our couple are not included).

I give up drawing for 3DS MAX. Yeah, I have my problems with this one too, but 3 dimensional "drawing" is not drawing. I don't have to be talented, I have to be creative. I think I can do that at least. Of course, I'm still learning the whole modelling-thing, I suck at texturing, but that's temporal.
The best thing at 3D-ing: I don't feel rushed to draw more and more, better and better. When I see the finished and rendered works of experts, I don't think that I would never do such great things, but that I will do thing like these once.

Funny that I spend my last 21 years drawing, and I didn't saw my world "being drawn", but it took me 3-4 occasion to run 3DS MAX to thinking in 3D... Every time I pass a building (especially modern-glassy ones), I examine them, how should I model them, paying attention to the smallest details.

Summation: Less traditional arts, even less digital arts, so much scraps, more 3D and WIPs.